Up too late...

I'm up late again...shopping online, browsing a few magazines, picking up the last few toys of the day. I've got a long, but not urgent list of things to do tomorrow and instead of getting some shut eye, I'm sitting in my cozy warm house (that I haven't left all day today) feeling extremely grateful for such a priveleged and LUCKY life. I'm not particulary sentimental - I throw out everything, I don't write long, heartfelt journal entries and I rarely cry (got that all out of my system years ago - think long, long awkward stage of Junior High). But lately I wish life would SLOW down so that I might be able to savor a few of my life's greatest joys - namely: Ethan, Drew and Ty.